Carrie Moon pics with Stunning Summer

These were taken last year when summer was visiting me in Ottawa. A couple lucky lads were able to book duos with us and several Ottawa gents visited summer solo during her visit. We managed to get in one afternoon which was a yukky cold day much like we've had this April so far! The pics turned out nicely though.. and we only received them a year later from the photographer which sucks.. but here are a few good ones! Enjoy :)

Jerkygirls video - School Boy humilation

New free vid - jerkygirls - Teacher humiliates student http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif

Don't know why.. but the picture and sound are not up to par on this one.. This was shot last summer. Unfortunately Jerkygirls has closed up their Canadian studio.. so I don't see myself shooting for them in the near future :(

My new images store

I realized I had this little treasure trove of pics from when I had my members site. Those of you who had a membership to my site will already have all these sets.. but for those who can't get enough wanking pics of Carrie Moon.. please peruse my image site here. It takes quite a while to zip and prepare all these pics so behttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifar with me while I fill the store. There are only a few sets up there now..

Here's the link http://www.images4sale.com/store/11356

My interview on SexlifeCanada.ca

My interview on sexlifecanada.ca

I only started doing porn after about 2 years of researching it, that was about 4 years ago,” reveals Ottawa escort Carrie Moon. “And I dipped into it slowly. Eventually I decided to go full on for a few months in Los Angeles and absolutely loved it there.”

Sultry and sexy Carrie was not unfamiliar with adult work when she decided to test the waters of porn. In fact, she’s been an escort for over 20 years. She got into that work to pay off student loans and stuck with it. “I was working as a security guard in the oh-so-not-sexy polyester uniform and studying while I worked nights. My first night escorting I made $500 bucks in my first shift, which was more than I earned in a week of night shifts as a security guard. I quit my 'square job' immediately and never looked back.”

In the beginning Carrie worked for an agency, but after some uncomfortable appointments, she decided to go independent. “Best decision I ever made. I used my intuition and now my experience to make better choices for myself about suitable client compatibility and am much happier as a result... which is why some 20 + years later I'm still doing it.”

Moving from escorting to porn has been a lot of fun for Carrie, but it hasn’t been easy or particularly profitable. “It's really difficult to make it in porn as a Canadian in my opinion. Unfortunately, by the time I decided to really give it a go in porn was about the time the porn industry started to collapse. What I mean by that is the free porn sites and torrent sites giving it away for free, which of course makes it hard to produce porn when it costs to produce.”

If choosing between the two were to ever been an option, escorting would win, hands down, for Carrie. Porn seems to be more an enjoyable side project. “I like escorting better for so many reasons. It's discreet. I don't have to get into several uncomfortable positions to make it better for the viewer as there is none! I don't have to have sex under hot lights and I don't have an audience directing me. BUT I love the end result of my porn and do enjoy watching it, so it's worth it to produce some. I also earn my living from escorting whereas porn makes me almost no money, contrary to what most people think.”

Having modeled for several magazines and photographers, Carrie favours the magazine work. “The idea of being a centerfold to me is a real coup! A true male fantasy pinup girl. I have done some more theme-oriented fully clothed modeling as well and I would still like to do some authentic pinup vintage-style modeling at some point.”

Within both her escorting and porn work, Carrie falls into the very popular MILF category. While she may not be a mother herself, this is a role she’s grown into over time. She was young when she started out, but she loves that younger men have crushes on her now. And she doesn’t think the popularity of ‘cougars’ is just a fad.

When she’s not hard at work, Carrie enjoys shopping, visiting with friends, TV and her absolutely favourite thing, ‘Carrie-okie.’ In the future, she’d like to continue in the industry in a different way. “I'd love to have an old fashioned brothel, but only if all aspects of my profession were to become completely decriminalized here in Canada, like it is in Australia.”

yup... corner turned

Getting centered, grounded makes a huge difference.

Had a very respectful repeat client yesterday who followed up with a text to thank me (always appreciated if you had a good time)

and today a lovely new client who made me convinced the stars have turned around.

I am learning to meditate and read some of the ''be your own shaman book'' and I feel love again instead of the pain I felt over the weekend at having a friend turn on me.

If any of this rings true for you.. view hayhouse.com and especially watch the movie she made ''heal your own life''. It will do wonders for you.

No matter what horrible childhood traumas you have had be it sexual abuse or whatever it is that's holding you back from healing these 2 ladies have been through the gammit and come out the other side helping and healing others.

I have had to reach out to friends this past weekend and it was hard at first because I didn't know how.. mostly because after being hurt the way I was I always revert back to feelings of ''I'm just not worth it''. BUT guess what!!! I am.. and WE ALL ARE. cheers, C.

change of focus

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
- Frank Outlaw

has to go back on healing myself.. and therefore being happier and a better person to others. but this will attract positivity instead of the negativity I've run into lately.

I always get a wake up call when I've been slacking on my spiritual growth.. so back to it it is!!

I bought a book called Be your Own Shaman.. by Deborah King.. and I really don't like to read indoors but the sun has not been cooperating this past couple weeks.. and I'm sure that's making people more miserable as well.. this winter seems to be unending.

Anyway.. some good friends have been very supportive this past week.. I have to learn to lean on others a bit more.. but even more I have to grow my inner strength so I don't get the carpet ripped out from underneath me!

Namaste everyone :)

Something in the planet's alignment?

This past week has been freaky.. so many of my friends and myself have been going through some rough patches. Both myself and one of my friends had some trauma scares with pets... some really rough fights with close loved ones (see my last post - no details given on who this time b/c it's not the point) and some dumbass clients that I just had to throw up my hands last night and hang up on one. Not that that's anything new. I can be a real bitch to someone who is disrespectful but I mostly hold my tongue and just hang up so as not to feed that energy.

I saw this guy a couple weeks ago and he was a pain in the ass.. but fine enough. I was feeling really vulnerable last night due to the ''break up'' with a good friend of mine. First thing he says to me..after asking if I'm available? 'what you gonna charge me'? He knows my rates.. b/c he's obviously seen me before. He just wants to play a stupid game with me (which he tried to pull the night of the first appt) of I'm so charming that you'll do things with me you don't do with other clients right? Here we go again!!! no!

Now obviously he's starting out with another line of tack.. ''you'll give me a discount because I'm so charming'' which he is definitely not by the way.. but you all know I take offense to this bullshit anyway..

I told him.. If you're gonna give me a hard time I'm gonna hang up on you. He says.. 'ah. I don't like that.. you say you're gonna hang up on me.'

Well.. you had one chance to redeem yourself buddy and you blew it. 'Sorry Carrie.. I won't disrespect you again'.. goes a long way with me. I said good night and hung up. I am usually pretty strong.. but last night I was way too vulnerable to deal.

The worst thing about guys like this trying to wrangle a discount! he's loaded.. so it's not about the money.. it's all about the manipulation game. I have no fucking patience for that today bud.

It's just that this past couple weeks (and I've talked to a few colleagues about this) it seems more prevalent. So that's why I say is there something going on with the planets? I don't know enough about this stuff :P

When you've been manipulated by a sociopath.

Okay..long time readers know I have fallen into this trap a few times.. having been manipulated by a sibling literally since about 3 or 4 years of age (maybe longer but I don't remember!).

I fell into it with a few people in my life since.. quite a few. It's a hard pattern to break. While dealing with a friend's issues who's mom is dating a sociopath I fell upon some articles that made some light bulbs go off for me! Some of you might see them as well.. and hopefully the red flags will wake you up so you don't get caught again.

This has happened to me both with males I'm in love with and with males and females I try to love as friends. I still live and learn.

http://www.wikihow.com/Deal-With-a-Sociopathic-Friend

I have chosen this particular article but found there were several on the net that rang true for me. In almost all the cases in my life though either alcoholism or drugs were definitely a factor in the person's lifestyle that made them in my personal opinion act in such a manner.. BUT that in no way shape or form makes me give them an allowance for the behaviour. I now believe that sociopaths choose drugs to empower them further to be able to commit the behaviour not the other way around.. why? just experience.. but also..

I remember how many times my sibling manipulated me as a child.. so that was several years before drugs came into the picture as a teenager.. BUT the drugs amplified the behaviour and the pathology immensely.

The hardest part for me in this last experience I personally went through.. was realizing the relationship was all a lie. BUT then it was much easier to let go.. because I realized she wasn't in her right mind. Simple eh? No.. not really.. but I've been through this quite a few times I realize now.. just in different guises. So it's a quicker healing process now.

At first when the sociopath manipulates, lies to you and treats you like dirt when they are done with you.. you think there's something wrong with you. You lash out in pain.. you cry.. you get angry.. you beat yourself up. THEN you realize you were never the problem. They never really loved you.. they were just using you. THAT's not about you! That's about them. AND they can't be changed. The sociopath isn't capable of real love.. only fake love.

My friends keep saying to me when something like this happens.. You don't deserve this. You're such a nice person etc etc. Guess What? All of that has nothing to do with it. It isn't about what you deserve. You're naivete is the reason. And you have no idea how to see through the guise. It isn't until something happens that their mask falls off and you are shocked to see their true use for you. When they are done with you and have no more use for you they will be cold as ice, have no remorse and hurt you where they know you are the weakest.

Here is what I mean. This is another link that I have to admit shows what a target I can be.. and I'm sure others can see themselves here too.

http://www.lovefraud.com/05_areYouAtarget/con_artist_prey.html

I get lonely.. (who doesn't) I may not need a boyfriend but I need girlfriends in my life. I am definitely nurturing, trusting and trustworthy.. those are my main marks for a marksperson such as these. The nurturing is of course what makes me a good ho! come on.. you knew I'd bring it back to that eventually didn't you? :P

humorous penis videos

I'm reminded recently in conversations of one of the first video clips I ever saw when first introduced to the internet. Maybe some of you haven't seen... (imagine me playing a drum roll) 'da da da da'''' the SINGING PENIS!!!



Then of course more recently but also ''ancient'' as far as internet penis talent goes.. Puppetry of the Penis. Had to post the Hamburger. But there are other Penis tricks below this video. Enjoy.

Addiction to Chocolate? Dairy? Sugar? Meat? OR.. 1 in 4 men are impotent

Come on.. who isn't addicted to at least one of these?

I may have posted this some time ago.. but it came up recently a few times in conversations with people so I felt it time to post it

it's 40 min long..enjoy >>> HERE

for serious addiction to sugar.. read a book called ''sugar blues''

If you have ill health of any kind.. healing 'live' foods and avoiding 'dead' food is the answer.

I watched a good episode of Oprah a few months ago where most of the staff went on a vegan diet for a week. Awesome results... weight loss, cholesterol levels dropping, diabetes abating etc etc.

Be sure to watch at least the first 20 minutes.. especially if you have issues with impotence :P

follow up: 1 hr later..I've just now re-watched the video myself and gone to Neil Barnard's website here where I signed up for the recipes on the 21-day vegan challeng.