Mistress Orabella

My friend Orabella visited me here in Ottawa a couple weeks ago to see some clients. I just realized I should have a link posted to her site here!

http://mistressorabella.com/

She was very pleased with the fellas she met here in Ottawa and they as well were happy to have such a beautiful domme to worship.

She will likely be back in January or February sometime.. please keep an eye out on craigslist for her ad. We will be offering duos as well during her next visit.

also here's a link to her video work. http://www.kinkyorabella.com

Halloween Oct 31, 2009

I just realized I never posted pics from my halloween adventures! Here there are..

Everything to do with sex show in Toronto Nov 21st, 2009

So this year I attended the sex show as a patron instead of having a booth. It was waaaay more fun. Attending the show can be a bit boring.. it's not the most exciting show unless you get very excited by skinny naked girls in body paint and some very voluptuous (fat cows) in way too tight spandex. BUT for me it was a blast. I get to dress up in very provocative clothing and show off my tits in public. I normally dress very modestly in comparison when wandering the malls.. excepting of course for my recent outing in my wonder woman costume. Yes.. it's always obvious I have big tits.. but it's extremely obvious in such outfits. I was only there for about 4 hours and in that time I got to catch up with friends in the industry I haven't seen since I moved but my biggest surprise was running into my friend Brandon Iron who had just flown in from Calgary where he had been seeing family via L.A. where he calls home to see his lawyer in Toronto.

He's off after that to Budapest to shoot his blowjob scenes he has made famous on his site Brandoniron.com. I have known Brandon for about 2 years or more and he's the most humble, sweet guy in the industry. I have a huge soft spot for him and due to travelling schedules we are rarely in the same city at the same time.. so it was a major pleasant surprise. Being much shorter than myself the first time we took a photo I powerlifted him.. this time I scrunched down and giggled when I did so. I only had about 2 inch heels on in my boots but I still towered over most of my friends except for the girls who had on 10 inch or higher platforms but even then that only made them my same height.

The only shows on the main stage I watched for a few minutes was the circus act of a woman using long scarves hanging from the ceiling and performing acrobatics very gracefully and a bit of one with male strippers. Frankly I have seen most of that with better seating in other venues.. I don't enjoy standing to watch shows. The seminar room whenever I walked by was packed to the hilt I presume because of the amount of seating as well as the topics. See them here if you're interested.

Carrie Moon with Leanne Fluxxx of deadlightdolls


Carrie Moon with Leanne Fluxxx of deadlightdolls


Carrie Moon getting her boobs squeezed by a friend


Carrie Moon with Scott Rhodes and Maxine X


Carrie Moon and Maxine X


Brandon Iron and Carrie Moon


Orabella with Brandon Iron and Carrie Moon


Carrie Moon with Uncle D - Canadian Assman


Carrie Moon with Orabella Dominatrix


Carrie Moon with Nat X Dominatrix


Carrie Moon with Madison Doll from deadlightdolls

the tutor on jerkygirls (my first shoot for them)

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I don't fake it.. well mostly...

I was surprised to learn the other day.. when I discussed this with a colleague who I assumed incorrectly like me - didn't fake orgasms with clients that she felt providing the fantasy was ok to fake things. She had previously in duos cum very fast with the guys and when I quizzed her about it said she had very active imagination but wouldn't elaborate out of shyness.. Now of course I wonder if she was just a great faker. I too have elaborate fantasies.. some of which I'm too shy to share but others well.. I've even shared them on here. Knowing how much she enjoys her work I'm fairly certain she doesn't fake it all the time but I was surprised that she was okay with faking it with R.

I mean when I've seen couples or done duos the only time I'm certain a girl isn't faking is the 2 times I've seen a woman squirt. Otherwise I frankly don't have enough experience with women who assure me I've just made them cum to know if they are telling the truth. I'm always suprised if/when they do.. because I'm only bi-curious I'm not an expert by any means at pussy eating. Guys have often discussed on escort forums faking and some are sure all escorts and perhaps all women fake where others are sure they have what it takes to make women cum.

But really how do you know? I mean for us it's obvious when a guy cums. But for you guys how do you know for sure? My regular clients know me well enough I think to know that I cum for real when I do.. but often a guy wants to pleasure me in reality beyond his capability to do so.. some even ask what turns me on.. like there's some magic recipe. Usually guys who can rev up my engines never need to ask.. they intuitively know and that's the true magic.

We were discussing R.. who I mentioned in my Good/Bad/Ugly scenario and for different reasons why he irritated us. While she was okay with his personality for the most part and his unrealistic views of our feelings about him she claimed that she liked to 'let them keep their illusions' about it.

While I have to admit that I of course don't normally tell a client that he doesn't turn me on if that's the case.. I would not lie if asked directly. I figure if a guy can read between the lines that he's acceptable and welcome to rebook.. that's good enough at the minimum and if he's off the charts enjoyable.. he can easily figure that out too or I tell him! If he's not adept at figuring out either at all.. he probably shouldn't ask... because more than likely if it's bad news I will tell you.

Like a guy I saw a couple days ago who was only semi-hard but insisted I climb on top instead of getting him hard first with a blow job and then immediately asked me 'how did it feel'.. I couldn't help myself.. I said 'it's kind of soft'. Well don't ask if you don't want the obvious answer! Sometimes I wonder if it's some kind of test to see how honest I am. yeesh.. Plus by this time we were way over the time he had paid for and was asking me to take it slow.. so in my head I guess he deserved the brutal truth.. guys who squeeze 10 or 15 minutes out of me over the 1/2 hr wanting to do everything piss me off.. if you wanted an hour's worth of my time.. book an hour or book 45 minutes if you want something in between.

He managed to cum pretty fast and that's obviously why he didn't want me to blow him or he would have cum with the semi erection and missed out on being inside me. But realistically considering it was his first time with me (and he claimed as well first time outside of a massage parlour)and he had admitted how nervous he was he should have been more realistic.

SO.. do I fake it for real??? hell no... I think it's doing a huge dis-service to a guy to let him think he's blowing your mind in bed when he's 30 miles off base. How will he know when he's on base if he's given credit for wowing you off-base? Plus if he's a regular and he's continually doing something that irritates you why would you encourage it? You'd just have to experience the same thing each time..now having said that I just saw farmer dude today and I felt sorrier for myself today than for him today. He has a heart of gold for sure but he smells from years of smoking.. which not only is on him but in him if you know what I mean. The rough crackly old skin, the age spots that look like karposi's sarcoma. I've been feeling a wee bit under the weather so his smells/irritating voice/laugh were a bit hard to handle today. So.. by seeing him as acceptable I guess I'm encouraging his behaviour.. frankly because like with R.. he's not trainable. They're both way too old and it's not something you can train.

Speaking of training behaviour, I heard of a book once that basically said you train humans like dogs.. reward the behaviour you want to reappear.. (well it was talking about women training men but it applies to all humans). When R asks me if he licked me well.. I say it was fine.. which really means.. are you kidding me? you have no skills whatsoever in that dept.. but yes.. you may keep trying unless you hurt me with your lack of skill. When reinforcing the behaviour you like smile.. now of course I smile with him and he thinks he's making me enjoy myself.. but I smile out of lack of what else to do! He looks at me with such glee in his face that I can't help but smile back.. so I guess I'm reinforcing what I don't want..

What brought this up was in discussing him with this colleague.. I was explaining that he had licked me (I was getting way beyond bored at this point) and I asked him if he was ready to fuck.. whereupon he asked me if I had cum enough yet? I was astonished that he asked me.. what cum? I hadn't even moaned...because I DON'T FAKE IT. I just didn't answer him.. and we fucked. Well we tried.. R is older and a bit of limp dick so not willing to try viagra yet.. we aren't always successful in that dept.

I mean I lie enough in my personal life.. I meet new people all the time at parties/bars etc and I do have friends who I can be completely upfront with that know what I do thank god.. but acquaintences I meet.. I don't blurt out that I'm a hooker when asked what I do. Lieing in my job is part of it. I don't answer when someone asks my real name. I don't tell a client the whole truth about what kind of day I'm having if he asks.. etc etc.. but I don't fake fluid.. so if I'm getting wet...you are doing something right boys :) and thankfully there are more out there who know what they're doing than not! Those are the times I love my job..

Sometimes I go to meet my girlfriends right after a particularly hot session and I'm glowing when I talk abou it.. they look astonished.. b/c you know they expect the bad stories I just spoke about to be the norm.. but really it's a good mixture of both.. and for me the good always outweighs the bad..but isn't the bad more interesting for you readers? really?? it is for me to tell ;)

back to porn.. my scene from Fuck my Mom and Me

This was a fun scene to shoot.. The girl they initally had to shoot with me was apparently not enough like me in looks whereas this girl was so adorable and could have been my daughter had I ever had one. She immediately turned on the high energy fucking when the camera was rolling and at certain points I realized I was watching her fuck and not fucking/playing myself! 3somes at the best of times can leave you confused as to what goes where and with whom to play.. but I wasn't allowed to play with her sexually at all in this scene because of incest issues..even though obviously we were only acting as mother and daughter. The male actor was a great guy to work with and ended up hiring me to work when he was directing the "I wanna cum inside your mom" video. Mario was fun and professional and we hit it off as friends later on... completely different experience from shooting my friends hot mom.. where the guy was a complete robot and had such a hard time coming it made my job waaaayyy more difficult than it had to be. I would be easily convinced that that dude was not only on viagra but other 'recreational drugs' as well as likely having had no sleep/partying all night long before the shoot. I would never shoot with him again. All in all I had mostly fun shoots.. but him and the actor from I wanna cum inside your mom are 2 guys I would not shoot with again. For this film however I enjoyed myself and would shoot with Mario again anytime.. not sure if my enjoyment is genuine? go to 30 minutes in and see how red my neck is..Anyway.. here it is!

Fuck My Mom and Me 3

what's in H1N1?

here's a blog I was recently introduced to that lists the ingredients in this vaccine as well as links to other sources that may help educate those still on the fence. HERE

Face-in-Hole

some might be curious to see some of the photos I've done of myself in faceinhole so I thought I'd add a few here.

The Good, the Bad and the Ugly

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top 10 reasons I became a hooker

first of all.. it's funny how friends/admirers and acquaintances cringe when I call myself a hooker.. but remember xavier hollander? the happy hooker? It's like whore.. it's okay when it's used as a term of employment or endearment. Any word has a negative connotation when you use it to hurt someone... so don't use words to hurt people! I love the term hooker. I hate S.P. (service provider) as I think of ISP. Escort is okay.. and most of my friends etc prefer this but hooker makes me twinkle when I say it. I picture the girls in saloons in the old days or the girls who would meet the boys as they came off of the ships. I'm sure I must have done this in a past life..
anyway.. here we go!

10. I love being able to work literally for an hour or 2 a day and the rest of the day is for me.

9. Never knowing who I'm going to meet (obviously with new clients). It's like opening a surprise bag of candy like I used to do when I was a kid. Yes you might be getting a useless plastic ring but you still want to try again! Other times you score :p

8. The flattery. I get emails from guys loving my pics and telling me how they've jerked off to my pics. Sure that's flattering to a point.. but when a guy books me and in person tells me how he's fantasized about this meeting for so long and I can fulfil that fantasy.. that's satisfying. (this does not mean I look forward to random emails from guys telling me they jerk off to my pics... so don't jump to email me this)

7. The excitement. I can be in a bar or even a mall or walking the street and smile at someone.. knowing in some cases that person is fantasizing about what it would be like to fuck me. Any one of them could book me and it's like having met with them in a bar bathroom.. not that I've ever done that *wink*

6. The shopping! Of course shopping for clothes for my job is fun.. but the extra money this job puts in my pocket lets me easily splurge on things for myself.

5. The variety. Sure I enjoy having sex with someone I love in a way that I can't enjoy with clients.. but the variety of gentlemen callers is a lovely spice of it's own.

4. The anonymity. No.. my real name is not Carrie Moon.. and no you may not find out my real name. BUT I love being Carrie Moon. I've had the name Carrie for literally 20+ years.. almost 1/2 my adult life. I picked it out.. so I love it. I loved playing dressup as a kid. I love Halloween.. I get to be in 'costume' every day of my life. I've probably heard my name called Carrie more than my own name in my life.. and I do enjoy it.

3. The secret life. Yes.. having a secret life is annoying a lot of the time. I don't tell people what I do in most social circles but my main friends/family know what I do.. it's very stressful. But everything has 2 sides and a silver lining. Having a secret life is a bit delicious in it's own way.

2. THE MONEY! of course this is the reason initially I got into this line of work.. it is lucrative and I needed to find a way to pay for my tuition and living costs when I did my post grad. That reason isn't going to change. Would I still do it if I were getting paid what I do in an office? say..40 grand/year? hmmm. hard to say.. but probably.. because the Number 1 reason I am a hooker>>>

1. I'm My Own Boss!! While I'm a team player and a great assistant or even a trainer and I've worked in several different industries over the years I don't have anyone to tell me what to do. I have a great work ethic and can motivate myself fine. I have the choice at any point in time to say.. I don't want this client. I rarely exercise this right.. very rarely.. but having it is the point. I can chose the hours I want to be available. I can choose the acts I wish to participate in and how I wish to engage in them. Freedom is the most desirable aspect of this job and I have it in spades. I have the freedom to chose how I view my job.. as do we all and I love my job.

Oops.. the other number 1 reason I love my job. The sex! Yes.. even bad sex can be good..
next blog on that.. the good the bad and the ugly :)

Desperate Mothers and Wives 9 - my scene

desperate mothers and wives 9

this was my last movie I filmed in LA before heading back to Toronto last May. I blogged about my experience.. where I went out with a bang fucking the director/producer each for a few minutes and blowing the camera man :) This whole group of hotties (many of them also star in movies as well as produce them) were a blast to hang out with.

"I wanna cum inside your mom"

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exposing big pharma/vaccines and ''the living matrix'' on healing

http://www.perxinfo.org/perx/documentary.html is a documentary that reveals off-label marketing deceptions of Big Pharma.

This is a great movie called The Living Matrix. Here's the movie trailer on youtube

To download the whole movie (segments are missing on youtube) go to VEOH and install their video player and you will be then able to download the whole movie for free.

If you don't wish to install that player 6 of 8 parts are on youtube. 1 and 3 are on disclose tv. here is part one

Another great and important movie/documentary which is on vaccines by Gary Null Phd is Vaccine Nation ---> here

2 duos this week!

I so rarely get booked for duos anymore.. mostly I guess because guys just don't have the money for that luxury. They can only afford one girl never mind two!

I had a duo with Amber Moon on Monday evening and then stuck around to play wii bowling which I'd never played before and sing some karaoke on her home unit. Of course I have one at home too but rarely crack it open and mostly sing on singsnap website. Amber has 2 cute doggies that I got to cuddle with so I got my doggie fix.

Thursday night I had another duo.. this time with Alexa Taylor who I hadn't seen in about 5 years since I met up with her for a girls day shopping trip. She reminded me so much of duos I had done with Shannon (now long since retired) as she is so soft spoken with creamy white soft skin and that totally innocent look yet has a dirty mouth and loves to fuck and suck. At one point I was fucking her with a big strap on and was amazed how big she likes her cocks.. and then the client fucked me while Alexa went over to the hotel chair in the corner and continued to fuck herself with her favorite toy. The client came ontop of me and then while we laid on the bed he told me to go stick my tit in her mouth. I obliged of course and had a birds eye view to her diddling herself with the dildo and watched as she came and squirted! I've seen girls squirt a couple of times but it's rare for me so I was tickled to have viewed it so close up. After we left the client exhausted she and I went to Tim Hortons to catch up. We had such a good time we'll definitely have to do more duos.. or at least go on some more shopping trips.

In both cases I get a real kick out of being almost old enough to role-play their mothers. Yea.. some people think it's weird but I find it funny rather than being hot.

In Ambers case we had met thru making the movie Dazed and Cumfuzed so appropriately she had it playing for the client while we had our duo. Amber has one of the most beautiful faces and gorgeous perky yet full tits. It was the clients first time having a duo and a comedy of errors had us all giggling throughout the session. Once he got over his initial shyness he got into orchestrating where he wanted each of us in several positions and at the end of the appt decided he wanted to cum on both sets of tits.. which he did! It was such a good shot that I had to run and get my blackberry to take a pic. Unfortunately by the time I took it.. the cum looked like oil.. but here you go!

'real big tits 37' - clip posted on xhamster of my movie

have no idea why they would name a porn site xhamster.. and not too happy about being called a chubby milf.. but here it is boys and girls. Enjoy :)

TIFF party in Toronto

I bought a new dress.. looked damn good! It was cold and the party was very uninspired but at least I have the new dress :) Glad to be back home in Ottawa in my warm bed.

trip to mayan riviera

I just got into Toronto airport at 2 am this morning after spending a lovely week in the mayan riviera at bluebay grande esmerelda. After getting over the obvious misrepresentation on the website of the hotel's amenities I relaxed into a wonderful visit with new friends and a gorgeous pool. disappointments? no working elevator in our building, only one kind of beer which I got used to after I gave up on the way oversugared juices and mixed drinks, a ceiling fan that seemed to have a ghost controlling it, a moldy smell from the humidity I guess and a horrible cleaning fluid smell/insecticide spray. OH! and let me not forget karaoke was supposed to be on wednesday and saturday.. and did not materialize. I will however remember the wonderful new friends I made and the gorgeous hot weather/ocean and scenery. I also got some amazing silver jewelry in tanzanite with blue opal, turquoise in bright lime green as well as blue and some coral earrings/pendants. I didn't bother with t-shirts/blankets, glass or pottery having bought that kind of stuff on a previous trip 15 years ago.

Here is a bikini pic and my tan lines front and back. What? you thought I would post pics of mayan ruins?

on politics

please read the previous post on quantum physics before reading this :)

My politics.. it's hard to explain because I always thought I wasn't political. I don't follow local politics. I don't vote. GASP.. Let me tell you why.

I always knew that unless we were voting outside of what to do for the weekend.. or in public school events.. my vote meant nothing. Why do you ask? I knew it was a matter of choosing one liar over another and what's the point of putting my support behind that.

Now you may say.. look at Obama! If it were about 1-2 years ago I would have agreed with you.. Now however.. well I'm getting out of the matrix. The matrix of deception that media leads us into whatever the powers that be want us to know. This includes our ridiculous notion that the medical establishment has our best interests at heart.. that the FDA (or health canada) is there to protect us. It includes our belief that we are genetically predisposed to illnesses.. when in fact we are constantly being poisoned.

Please watch Wendy Mesley's expose on the multi-billion dollar industry on cancer. (if this loads too slow go here) This is a 20 minute show and Wendy when diagnosed with Cancer did a search on why the incidence of cancer is so high in North America. If you haven't watched it you will learn a lot. However it is the tip of the iceberg.

Watch how Monsanto makes sure we don't know how evil an empire it is..

please watch this short intro to a new movie called Believers Beware - the Cause of Effect

What does this have to do with politics?
I'm going to provide a lot of documentaries for you to watch so you can start to lift the veil of why the government and how the government controls what we are told in the media to keep us numbed.. food is the major reason. MSG, aspertame, HFCS (high fructose corn syrup) and refined sugar keep us fatigued, numb our brains and keep us ill with more than just diabetes, MS and ADHD.. they cause a lot more illnesses than the obvious ones.

I was trained as a naturopath that the original meaning of the word doctor was teacher. Teach a person how to take care of their own bodies. Is that how our modern medicine works? nope! we are told not to listen to ourselves.. but rather to let the doctor provide the diagnosis, medicine and surgery for us. Put all our trust in them. We are taught that we are dumb... and we believe the lie.. but think we are smart because we get an education.

People are so impressed to learn that I have a university degree from Queen's and a post-graduate degree in naturopathic medicine. We live in a culture that places waaaay too much emphasis on paper accreditation rather than what a person really knows. I believed the hype too for a while.. but thanks to the internet my education in the truth is growing rapidly.

SO! For politics.. for the REAL news. I subscribe to brasscheck tv Look for Robert Kennedy Jr. View videos on the banking system.

Ron Paul.. the person who if the gov't were actually honest would be president.. who predicted the fall of the banking system years ago! Paulitics.. he's awesome.. Here's his site 1 and 2

If you think your vote actually means shit.. watch CIA agent Chip Tatum (now presumed murdered by the CIA)on google video or on youtube in 8 parts.

If you haven't already watched zeitgeist.. it's a must see. Watch it here on youtube. Here's the federal reserve portion in 5 parts and 911 in 4 parts and religion in 3 parts. Here it is as the whole movie
and zeitgeist part 2 - the addendum

The movie is also available on google video or at their website zeitgeistmovie.com

then! watch hijacking humanity
Freedom to Fascism

view this.. Money as Debt to find out how we are slaves to the banks.

and then go here to freedomclubusa to find out how not to be slaves. and here for some interesting tidbits as well from a Canadian at thinkfree.ca
and the cause of effect.com

believe it or not ... I will have more to add later :)

Quantum physics

So I know I said I would talk about politics after my post on health.. but I decided to talk first about spirituality.. because it relates to politics and health.

First of all.. we are not merely flesh and blood. We are spirit bodies who have chosen to go to 'school' here on earth. Now why in the heck would we do that? Good question and I still don't get it. Apparently.. according to the more spiritually advanced people I read/watch on youtube or tv... we are dumb enough and bold enough to volunteer for such a task. Don't believe me? that's okay.. if you are curious about this stuff here are some people you might want to listen to... Sylvia Brown, John Edwards (not the politician - the medium). You may think it's all bunk.. but really watch them for an hour or so.. what have you got to lose? you might be blown away.

next! Have you watched 'what the bleep do we know'? here are some links whatthebleep trailer
movie in parts on veoh and of course their website whatthebleep

once you watch that.. search for dr emoto's stuff on water. Watch water the great mystery.. to buy go here on bleepstore.com or to view on google videos go here

now don't blame me if none of these links are valid.. do your own research.. but always feel free to email me as well if you have others you feel are entertaining and informative and I'm happy to forward links to you as well if you email me. This is a huge passion of mine and I find it weird that some people pay attention to only what is in front of their noses and never look deeper.

Next. If you watched or read emoto's stuff on hidden messages in water you will know how important words are to water.. and therefore everything in the world! Put up the most powerful words in your house. Gratitude, Love, Thank you. Merci or my favorite in Kanji... in any language! Your body's chi will thank you and things will start coming your way.. which brings me to the secret movie. preview here
Watch this movie and then find books on the law of attraction. It works!

Dr. Emoto's work was profoundly fascinating.. he took water and flash froze it to make in effect a snowflake and showed that water when shown words would react with an image to reflect that word. Here's an image of prayer


and Love and Gratitude

and Truth


Here's a chidren's book pdf version of Hidden Messages in Water. Cute and it's thorough.

picture book

and here's emoto's site hado.net and masaru-emoto

so what? oh there's way more... but that's enough for now! enjoy :)