LA part 3

 It soon became apparent that I would have to find another place to stay. After 2 weeks with Dan and his wife the stress of her drug addiction and their marriage being on the rocks. 

I met a guy in my agents office who rented me a room in Encino. His place was lovely and the complex had a pool so I really enjoyed hanging out there. 

But for my 3rd month I rented a room from sledgehammer. Sledge was quite a shy guy but I managed to get him out to a few industry parties and pornstar karaoke at Sardos. 

I did a couple of shoots for TTboys company. "My stepmother made me" and "desperate mothers and wives" 

For the first shoot I showed up at the scheduled time and no one else was there. Lol

The cleaning staff managed to call the director and she showed up. Then we went to the shoot location. I surmised that they weren't used to talent being on time. You see I didn't start in this industry til I was in my 40s although I'd been an escort already since my mid 20s. 

Unlike a lot of younger people in this type of industry I had several years under my belt with "square jobs" and had developed a strong work ethic. I had a compulsive need to be on time.

So back to those shoots. I was requested to bring certain outfits which was a waste of time because I was given that way too tight skimpy bikini to wear..lol. no problemo. The shoot itself was good. Similar to NA shoot I had hair and makeup done but the crew was much smaller .

The other TTboy shoot was literally on my last day in LA. TTboy discussed shooting a series around me. I was tickled but was excited to come back to LA and do just that. Obviously because of my reentry ban that never came to pass.

I blogged about this shoot some years ago so I won't rehash that here 

LA part 2

 Naughty America. 

I had rented a car to more easily play tourist in LA and of course get around to shoots. I was excited to shoot for "myfriendshotmom" but on the way to the shoot my car was hit (luckily only the passenger side mirror) my a Mexican landscaper pickup truck. The driver didn't speak English but the company name was on the side of the truck.

After a quick panicked call to my agent I decided to call the rental car company after the shoot and go ahead to the shoot. I figured if I cancelled they'd assume I was making up an excuse and think I was flakey. I didn't want to take the chance.

The shoot involved hair and makeup for about an hour. Then I did a solo masturbation shoot outdoors. 

When it came time to meet my costar he seemed completely disinterested in chitchat. Hmm.. this seemed strange to me but between his odd behaviour, his obvious fatigue and his extreme difficulty in achieving orgasm I surmised he had likely been doing a great deal of partying all night and probably also I was not his type. 

Why they would pair me with him was confusing to me if that were the case. When my scene premiered on MFHM the fans unanimously applauded me but commented that Naughty America needed to lose this guy. 

Unfortunately I never got the chance to shoot with them again after my US ban was implemented later that year 

This crew was the largest I ever shot with. I recall there were about 8-10 between camera men and whatnot. 

Guys who want to get into porn don't consider this well enough. You need to be able to shut out all the distractions of being watched in order to perform. 

That's why why I did my own shoots I never had more than 2 cameras going and tried to have a female film us. 

My brief stint in LA part 1

 I met a certain couple in pornwhile I was in Vegas for the porn convention in 2008. He's still active in porn. She is not. She was Canadian and was lonely for female companionship and ketchup chips lol. 

She offered for me to fly down and stay with them (on their couch) which I happily did. 

This being my 2nd year in a row I was surprised at how easily welcomed into the porn community I found myself. 

Porn directors and companies said they'd be happy to work with me but none offered to "fly me down" to LA or anything fancy like that.

My advice to anyone getting that offer is always to refuse as the likelihood of strings being attached is a great certainty. 

I went wholly under my own power. 

I absolutely loved Burbank. From my first walk on my first day to a coffeeshop around the corner I knew I'd found my happy place. People were so friendly. 

A soap opera star from Y&R thought he knew me and gave me a big hug. He smelled of booze and strong cologne but I immediately had to tell a friend back home about it because unlike myself who had stopped watching several years ago she was still addicted to it. He played Rex Sterling.

Dan's wife hooked me up with my first official hardcore scene in LA. It was with Sledgehammer and the series was called exploited mom's. She assured me that even though he was large he was gentle. 

The guy filming us basically said you guys do what comes naturally and I'll shoot around you. Until he got me in doggy I was fine.. but I had to grit my teeth to get through that portion of the shoot turning my grunts into groans. That's called acting!

Dan's wife set me up with a mature porn actress turned agent. She sent me on my first gig to shoot for aunt Judy's site. A mere $300 for a practically full day of shooting.  All solo..all mundane and tediously boring. 

After a stupid mistake on her part for a 2nd shoot I fired her right away. 

Dan (the husband of this couple duo) set me up with Jim south of world modelling. He was a godsend after the fiasco with the chick whose name I don't recall.

Jim had a beautiful southern drawl and it tickled me every time he spoke. He set me up first with Naughty America.

Hacking your dna

 I came across this a couple days ago and I've been binging him on YouTube. 

https://www.coachwithkashif.com/thank-you

Scroll down a wee bit. 

I'm scheduled for Tuesday evenings masterclass but I've also already had a virtual meeting to start my very own dna hacking. There are a few options. 

1) getting your dna thoroughly specified and a report 

2) adding an 8 hour masterclass to help you with the tools to create your own program

Or 3) which is the one I chose. An hour with Kash's doctor who will have interpreted your results and provide a plan

I can always do a masterclass later on 

In the meantime I've implemented DIM and a few other things while I wait. Hopefully the kit will arrive soon and I can get the ball rolling. As I alluded to in my life update I have several inflammatory issues steming from my inability to properly methylate toxins in my environment, food and other things like injections;p

I believe this will guide me properly finally to gaining better control over my hormones and health.

Worth looking into!! 

I don't consider it an expensive proposition for what I'm getting because I've already spent a fortune on a variety of things over the past 3 decades and have been unable to navigate the correct course of treatment. This includes becoming an ND myself! 

I've also taken several courses in energy healing, bioenergy, marconics etc. Gone for spinal wave therapy and 9D breathwork. I've had Reiki and similar things. But no matter what I've done I would only get short term minor relief. 

Please pray or send positive vibes my way. Cheers!

Life update part 3

 So...during all this debacle of course began the plandemic. If you aren't aware that this worldwide gigantic experience was a scam and an experiment I guess I can't help you at this point. I've probably weaned out the sheeple in my followers because I'm certainly not shy in my opinions on the matter in my social media. Mind you anyone who shares their opinions that don't fit the mainstream narrative gets shadow banned so my social media gets very limited views. 

That right there should inform those with a braincell active that we live in communism. 

But as George Carlin I believe it was stated. They don't know they're being poisoned and brainwashed because they're being poisoned and brainwashed.  Something to that effect. (I'll look it up later but someone will comment the exact quote)

Anywho. I was vaxxine injured in my 20s ( and yes you've got to be sneaky about spelling so as not to trigger censorship)

I wasn't the least bit afraid of catching the fucking flue. The flu or a cold is merely your bodies way to remove toxins. Guess where the toxins come from ? Chemtrails, the food and water supply AND the poison darts they're so eager to coerce you into 

So many people are finally awake to this scam but what few know that those who've had the darts can shed those toxins onto and literally into the unsuspecting populace who did not partake. 

In the early days it was noticed by women who didn't get the darts who had sex with husband's who did that their periods were affected. That's shedding 

SO this was the nail in the coffin to my escorting career. I didn't make a big hullabaloo at the time. I only explained on a one to one basis why I no longer offered in person meets 

I already being immune compromised by my younger self getting darts (and yes every single one is a scam..being full of aluminum, mercury, dyes, formaldehyde, polysorbate 80 etc etc .) I would not risk encounters with people who'd had the darts. How could I vet someone who claimed to be dart free? I couldn't. 

This is also why you see my shooting with a very small select few. Those who I previously knew to be on the same page as myself 

And there you have it. This is why I quit escorting after 30+ years. When the shots came out I quit. 

Thank god for https://onlyfans.com/carriemoon

I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have this income stream. 

Life update..part 2

 About 10 years ago now I started going through menopause. I was excited not to have to menstruate anymore.. but about 6 years ago I started having painful intercourse. I wasn't escorting much anyway as I'd moved 3 hrs out of the city and was concentrating on https://onlyfans.com/carriemoon and webcam sessions. I was doing a cam and using a small dildo when I thought it was burning me inside. I thought I'd become allergic to the silicone. I still didn't clue in until I saw the guy who was to become the literal last person to fuck me. 

I had this lovely client. When it came to the fucking part of our visit I quickly ejected him. It burned. It was painful. Thankfully he was very understanding and we did a couple handjobs during the hour.

Eventually I saw a gynecologist who confirmed my suspicions. I bled during the exam. I was no longer producing estrogen but the prescription has too many side effects I was unwilling to accept 

Oh well!! I've fucked literally thousands of men in my 30+ year career.. 

I was now living with my folks and was doing very rare outcalls only so I started offering outcalls with fetish only. I really only saw a couple of clients a month with these restrictions  

Life update

 There's lots to cover here..but succinctly here's what's been going on the last 6 years or so. 6 almost 7 years ago now I purchased a home out in the country. It wasn't off grid but rustic and dirt cheap. I put on an addition. Moved the wood stove out to the addition and purchased a propane stove for the main house. I preferred the wood to be honest because it dries out the house and it's very damp there. But I could not get house insurance with wood being the primary heat source. 

I hadn't even finished the addition before it became necessary for me to move in with my parents back in St Catharines to help my mom care for my dad whose dementia had progressed to the point where he was unmanageable for my mom.

He was a man who had never even taken an aspirin for a headache and it soon became necessary to Medicate him so I had to sneak it into his food. It took 4 different prescriptions before I found one that didn't make him worse or cause side effects 

He passed away June 2020. Soon after my mom's dementia started amping up. The last 4 years has been extremely stressful. In February of this year I got her into long term care. I had about a month of lovely freedom before the most recent nightmare began. They over medicated her and wrecked her..almost killing her. The emotional and psychological impact on me was devastating as I had to investigate, medicare her using outside professional support and fire 2 different doctors and be constantly gaslight. Canada is envied for our "free" healthcare system..but basically it's shit. 

Finally giving my website an update

 I've been independent for my whole career. But I'm a bit behind on the learning curve. So when GoDaddy stopped supporting the basic website I had I decided to go for an all-in-one with e-commerce. But as luck would have it..after several confusing calls it turned out there were 3 competing sites..the old one; the new one; and somehow a 3rd one.. all https://carriemoon.com

So that's why I couldn't get published. Meanwhile an old friend popped up suggesting he help revamp my site and help promote it. So kismet..when customer support was clearing up the mess I bought a WordPress with e-commerce. I had zero interest in learning the new methods and my new web designer was eager to do it for me so win/win. 

Stay tuned for the new site. It'll eventually be much easier to purchase webcam sessions, custom videos and pictures.

https://carriemoon.com