This will be a multipart series of posts.
I didn't feel like an abrupt slamming of the door was either required of me nor warranted. I have developed some great rapport with several of my fans over the years personally through my cam sessions. From India and Australia (12 hrs difference in time) to around the block from my home.
If that changes at least you'll know why. Being changed by my spiritual guidance will determine that outcome.
Background. I was brought up in a Christian home. My father was in Bible college in London, Ontario when he met my mom who was in nursing school there. I was first born on a Sunday in the evening. He had preached earlier that day.
We were baptist although my parents were both brought up in the Dutch reformed Church. This irked my maternal grandmother;,p
My dad left that ministry once he discovered the worldwide Church of God. This was headquartered in Pasadena California. Herbert w. Armstrong (father) and Garner Ted Armstrong (son). They had magazines at airports etc and a TV show.
We changed our lives in every way during this time. No pagan holidays like Christmas, Easter Halloween etc.. new holidays like the feast of Tabernacles, day of atonement, Passover etc.
We had to close our restaurant because work or causing someone else to work on the Sabbath was forbidden.
We now attended church an hour drive each way on Saturday the true Sabbath.
It was honestly an amazing time. BUT they were exposed for embezzlement on 60 minutes or W5 or something similar
We left the church as did many many other members
I searched during my teenage years but became non denominational. I joined ISCF (inter school Christian fellowship).
In university I think I might have still done similar but I got heavily involved in drinking.
Eventually I played with minor drugs like hash and pot. Not much
I was 21 when I lost my virginity. I was also around that age when I played group and solo with a ouiji board.
My paternal grandfather had schizophrenia. My sister had tried suicide and was playing with much harder drugs. Became severely psychotic so I had used the board by myself to ask more scarey pertinent questions about her possibly impending death to psychologically prepare me.
Very very very dumb idea. It answered me and it lied.
I'm telling you this because only recently have I learned that there are several things you can do or have in your life that are open door invitations to the demonic. Then the demons can cause impulses, illness etc to harm you.. but they can also counterfeit good things so you will think it's from Jesus. But know this. Test the spirits. They will flee if you use Jesus name.
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