Just to show you how far I swung from one extreme to another. I think I was in first year university when I went to a screening of this documentary.
I was so convicted against porn after this. I had the heart of a missionary from childhood. I tried to save animals.. often brought home weak birds, birds with broken wings, even had a pet raccoon who was rescued from a very psychotic raccoon mom. I had doggies, kitties, birds etc.
I also had a strong desire to save humans. BUT I was also abused by my father. Physically and psychologically.
So I had a love/hate relationship with humans. As a child I wanted to run away and lve in the woods solo with animals. My dream if not that was to be a zookeeper. Btw I did become a junior ranger for a summer at the age of 17 which I loved. It was very hard work but also very rewarding
Ok..so I got involved in an 'action group against pornography'. I was naive at that time. The documentary used scare tactics with snuff porn.
It wasn't until much later in life that I realized some were paid to act dead.
I don't recall now why or when I left the group or frankly what even the group did. It's too long ago now and my memory on it is fuzzy.
Suffice it to say I wouldn't have been in the sex industry for over 30 years if it were as dark as depicted. It's definitely not
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