Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Halloween Oct 31, 2009

I just realized I never posted pics from my halloween adventures! Here there are..

Everything to do with sex show in Toronto Nov 21st, 2009

So this year I attended the sex show as a patron instead of having a booth. It was waaaay more fun. Attending the show can be a bit boring.. it's not the most exciting show unless you get very excited by skinny naked girls in body paint and some very voluptuous (fat cows) in way too tight spandex. BUT for me it was a blast. I get to dress up in very provocative clothing and show off my tits in public. I normally dress very modestly in comparison when wandering the malls.. excepting of course for my recent outing in my wonder woman costume. Yes.. it's always obvious I have big tits.. but it's extremely obvious in such outfits. I was only there for about 4 hours and in that time I got to catch up with friends in the industry I haven't seen since I moved but my biggest surprise was running into my friend Brandon Iron who had just flown in from Calgary where he had been seeing family via L.A. where he calls home to see his lawyer in Toronto.

He's off after that to Budapest to shoot his blowjob scenes he has made famous on his site Brandoniron.com. I have known Brandon for about 2 years or more and he's the most humble, sweet guy in the industry. I have a huge soft spot for him and due to travelling schedules we are rarely in the same city at the same time.. so it was a major pleasant surprise. Being much shorter than myself the first time we took a photo I powerlifted him.. this time I scrunched down and giggled when I did so. I only had about 2 inch heels on in my boots but I still towered over most of my friends except for the girls who had on 10 inch or higher platforms but even then that only made them my same height.

The only shows on the main stage I watched for a few minutes was the circus act of a woman using long scarves hanging from the ceiling and performing acrobatics very gracefully and a bit of one with male strippers. Frankly I have seen most of that with better seating in other venues.. I don't enjoy standing to watch shows. The seminar room whenever I walked by was packed to the hilt I presume because of the amount of seating as well as the topics. See them here if you're interested.

Carrie Moon with Leanne Fluxxx of deadlightdolls

Carrie Moon with Leanne Fluxxx of deadlightdolls

Carrie Moon getting her boobs squeezed by a friend

Carrie Moon with Scott Rhodes and Maxine X

Carrie Moon and Maxine X

Brandon Iron and Carrie Moon

Orabella with Brandon Iron and Carrie Moon

Carrie Moon with Uncle D - Canadian Assman

Carrie Moon with Orabella Dominatrix

Carrie Moon with Nat X Dominatrix

Carrie Moon with Madison Doll from deadlightdolls

Monday, November 23, 2009

the tutor on jerkygirls (my first shoot for them)

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Monday, November 9, 2009

I don't fake it.. well mostly...

I was surprised to learn the other day.. when I discussed this with a colleague who I assumed incorrectly like me - didn't fake orgasms with clients that she felt providing the fantasy was ok to fake things. She had previously in duos cum very fast with the guys and when I quizzed her about it said she had very active imagination but wouldn't elaborate out of shyness.. Now of course I wonder if she was just a great faker. I too have elaborate fantasies.. some of which I'm too shy to share but others well.. I've even shared them on here. Knowing how much she enjoys her work I'm fairly certain she doesn't fake it all the time but I was surprised that she was okay with faking it with R.

I mean when I've seen couples or done duos the only time I'm certain a girl isn't faking is the 2 times I've seen a woman squirt. Otherwise I frankly don't have enough experience with women who assure me I've just made them cum to know if they are telling the truth. I'm always suprised if/when they do.. because I'm only bi-curious I'm not an expert by any means at pussy eating. Guys have often discussed on escort forums faking and some are sure all escorts and perhaps all women fake where others are sure they have what it takes to make women cum.

But really how do you know? I mean for us it's obvious when a guy cums. But for you guys how do you know for sure? My regular clients know me well enough I think to know that I cum for real when I do.. but often a guy wants to pleasure me in reality beyond his capability to do so.. some even ask what turns me on.. like there's some magic recipe. Usually guys who can rev up my engines never need to ask.. they intuitively know and that's the true magic.

We were discussing R.. who I mentioned in my Good/Bad/Ugly scenario and for different reasons why he irritated us. While she was okay with his personality for the most part and his unrealistic views of our feelings about him she claimed that she liked to 'let them keep their illusions' about it.

While I have to admit that I of course don't normally tell a client that he doesn't turn me on if that's the case.. I would not lie if asked directly. I figure if a guy can read between the lines that he's acceptable and welcome to rebook.. that's good enough at the minimum and if he's off the charts enjoyable.. he can easily figure that out too or I tell him! If he's not adept at figuring out either at all.. he probably shouldn't ask... because more than likely if it's bad news I will tell you.

Like a guy I saw a couple days ago who was only semi-hard but insisted I climb on top instead of getting him hard first with a blow job and then immediately asked me 'how did it feel'.. I couldn't help myself.. I said 'it's kind of soft'. Well don't ask if you don't want the obvious answer! Sometimes I wonder if it's some kind of test to see how honest I am. yeesh.. Plus by this time we were way over the time he had paid for and was asking me to take it slow.. so in my head I guess he deserved the brutal truth.. guys who squeeze 10 or 15 minutes out of me over the 1/2 hr wanting to do everything piss me off.. if you wanted an hour's worth of my time.. book an hour or book 45 minutes if you want something in between.

He managed to cum pretty fast and that's obviously why he didn't want me to blow him or he would have cum with the semi erection and missed out on being inside me. But realistically considering it was his first time with me (and he claimed as well first time outside of a massage parlour)and he had admitted how nervous he was he should have been more realistic.

SO.. do I fake it for real??? hell no... I think it's doing a huge dis-service to a guy to let him think he's blowing your mind in bed when he's 30 miles off base. How will he know when he's on base if he's given credit for wowing you off-base? Plus if he's a regular and he's continually doing something that irritates you why would you encourage it? You'd just have to experience the same thing each time..now having said that I just saw farmer dude today and I felt sorrier for myself today than for him today. He has a heart of gold for sure but he smells from years of smoking.. which not only is on him but in him if you know what I mean. The rough crackly old skin, the age spots that look like karposi's sarcoma. I've been feeling a wee bit under the weather so his smells/irritating voice/laugh were a bit hard to handle today. So.. by seeing him as acceptable I guess I'm encouraging his behaviour.. frankly because like with R.. he's not trainable. They're both way too old and it's not something you can train.

Speaking of training behaviour, I heard of a book once that basically said you train humans like dogs.. reward the behaviour you want to reappear.. (well it was talking about women training men but it applies to all humans). When R asks me if he licked me well.. I say it was fine.. which really means.. are you kidding me? you have no skills whatsoever in that dept.. but yes.. you may keep trying unless you hurt me with your lack of skill. When reinforcing the behaviour you like smile.. now of course I smile with him and he thinks he's making me enjoy myself.. but I smile out of lack of what else to do! He looks at me with such glee in his face that I can't help but smile back.. so I guess I'm reinforcing what I don't want..

What brought this up was in discussing him with this colleague.. I was explaining that he had licked me (I was getting way beyond bored at this point) and I asked him if he was ready to fuck.. whereupon he asked me if I had cum enough yet? I was astonished that he asked me.. what cum? I hadn't even moaned...because I DON'T FAKE IT. I just didn't answer him.. and we fucked. Well we tried.. R is older and a bit of limp dick so not willing to try viagra yet.. we aren't always successful in that dept.

I mean I lie enough in my personal life.. I meet new people all the time at parties/bars etc and I do have friends who I can be completely upfront with that know what I do thank god.. but acquaintences I meet.. I don't blurt out that I'm a hooker when asked what I do. Lieing in my job is part of it. I don't answer when someone asks my real name. I don't tell a client the whole truth about what kind of day I'm having if he asks.. etc etc.. but I don't fake fluid.. so if I'm getting wet...you are doing something right boys :) and thankfully there are more out there who know what they're doing than not! Those are the times I love my job..

Sometimes I go to meet my girlfriends right after a particularly hot session and I'm glowing when I talk abou it.. they look astonished.. b/c you know they expect the bad stories I just spoke about to be the norm.. but really it's a good mixture of both.. and for me the good always outweighs the bad..but isn't the bad more interesting for you readers? really?? it is for me to tell ;)

back to porn.. my scene from Fuck my Mom and Me

This was a fun scene to shoot.. The girl they initally had to shoot with me was apparently not enough like me in looks whereas this girl was so adorable and could have been my daughter had I ever had one. She immediately turned on the high energy fucking when the camera was rolling and at certain points I realized I was watching her fuck and not fucking/playing myself! 3somes at the best of times can leave you confused as to what goes where and with whom to play.. but I wasn't allowed to play with her sexually at all in this scene because of incest issues..even though obviously we were only acting as mother and daughter. The male actor was a great guy to work with and ended up hiring me to work when he was directing the "I wanna cum inside your mom" video. Mario was fun and professional and we hit it off as friends later on... completely different experience from shooting my friends hot mom.. where the guy was a complete robot and had such a hard time coming it made my job waaaayyy more difficult than it had to be. I would be easily convinced that that dude was not only on viagra but other 'recreational drugs' as well as likely having had no sleep/partying all night long before the shoot. I would never shoot with him again. All in all I had mostly fun shoots.. but him and the actor from I wanna cum inside your mom are 2 guys I would not shoot with again. For this film however I enjoyed myself and would shoot with Mario again anytime.. not sure if my enjoyment is genuine? go to 30 minutes in and see how red my neck is..Anyway.. here it is!

Fuck My Mom and Me 3

what's in H1N1?

here's a blog I was recently introduced to that lists the ingredients in this vaccine as well as links to other sources that may help educate those still on the fence. HERE

Saturday, November 7, 2009


some might be curious to see some of the photos I've done of myself in faceinhole so I thought I'd add a few here.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

The Good, the Bad and the Ugly

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top 10 reasons I became a hooker

first of all.. it's funny how friends/admirers and acquaintances cringe when I call myself a hooker.. but remember xavier hollander? the happy hooker? It's like whore.. it's okay when it's used as a term of employment or endearment. Any word has a negative connotation when you use it to hurt someone... so don't use words to hurt people! I love the term hooker. I hate S.P. (service provider) as I think of ISP. Escort is okay.. and most of my friends etc prefer this but hooker makes me twinkle when I say it. I picture the girls in saloons in the old days or the girls who would meet the boys as they came off of the ships. I'm sure I must have done this in a past life..
anyway.. here we go!

10. I love being able to work literally for an hour or 2 a day and the rest of the day is for me.

9. Never knowing who I'm going to meet (obviously with new clients). It's like opening a surprise bag of candy like I used to do when I was a kid. Yes you might be getting a useless plastic ring but you still want to try again! Other times you score :p

8. The flattery. I get emails from guys loving my pics and telling me how they've jerked off to my pics. Sure that's flattering to a point.. but when a guy books me and in person tells me how he's fantasized about this meeting for so long and I can fulfil that fantasy.. that's satisfying. (this does not mean I look forward to random emails from guys telling me they jerk off to my pics... so don't jump to email me this)

7. The excitement. I can be in a bar or even a mall or walking the street and smile at someone.. knowing in some cases that person is fantasizing about what it would be like to fuck me. Any one of them could book me and it's like having met with them in a bar bathroom.. not that I've ever done that *wink*

6. The shopping! Of course shopping for clothes for my job is fun.. but the extra money this job puts in my pocket lets me easily splurge on things for myself.

5. The variety. Sure I enjoy having sex with someone I love in a way that I can't enjoy with clients.. but the variety of gentlemen callers is a lovely spice of it's own.

4. The anonymity. No.. my real name is not Carrie Moon.. and no you may not find out my real name. BUT I love being Carrie Moon. I've had the name Carrie for literally 20+ years.. almost 1/2 my adult life. I picked it out.. so I love it. I loved playing dressup as a kid. I love Halloween.. I get to be in 'costume' every day of my life. I've probably heard my name called Carrie more than my own name in my life.. and I do enjoy it.

3. The secret life. Yes.. having a secret life is annoying a lot of the time. I don't tell people what I do in most social circles but my main friends/family know what I do.. it's very stressful. But everything has 2 sides and a silver lining. Having a secret life is a bit delicious in it's own way.

2. THE MONEY! of course this is the reason initially I got into this line of work.. it is lucrative and I needed to find a way to pay for my tuition and living costs when I did my post grad. That reason isn't going to change. Would I still do it if I were getting paid what I do in an office? say..40 grand/year? hmmm. hard to say.. but probably.. because the Number 1 reason I am a hooker>>>

1. I'm My Own Boss!! While I'm a team player and a great assistant or even a trainer and I've worked in several different industries over the years I don't have anyone to tell me what to do. I have a great work ethic and can motivate myself fine. I have the choice at any point in time to say.. I don't want this client. I rarely exercise this right.. very rarely.. but having it is the point. I can chose the hours I want to be available. I can choose the acts I wish to participate in and how I wish to engage in them. Freedom is the most desirable aspect of this job and I have it in spades. I have the freedom to chose how I view my job.. as do we all and I love my job.

Oops.. the other number 1 reason I love my job. The sex! Yes.. even bad sex can be good..
next blog on that.. the good the bad and the ugly :)

Desperate Mothers and Wives 9 - my scene

desperate mothers and wives 9

this was my last movie I filmed in LA before heading back to Toronto last May. I blogged about my experience.. where I went out with a bang fucking the director/producer each for a few minutes and blowing the camera man :) This whole group of hotties (many of them also star in movies as well as produce them) were a blast to hang out with.