Tuesday, November 13, 2012

sexy pics for November













Xena for next year's halloween

I worked very hard on a homemade xena costume.. as I couldn't find a proper xena costume anywhere in stores or online..but in the end it wasn't really sturdy enough for a heavy night of partying. I will make it more durable for wear for next year.. but I paper mache'd the bust.. then hot glued rope over which I used modelling clay and then painted.. then I used gold thumb-tacks to adhere it to a black bra and used my beading pliers to turn sharp sides of tacs inward.

I used foam sheets from Michaels craft store for the rest of the outfit.. and made the skirt with painted gold spots as the tacs and paper clips type tacs for the top of the skirt to adhere it to elastic velcro bands. Paint, clay etc all from dollar stores. I made the wire to extend the epilets from the shoulder to the bra with bent coat hangers. and voila!










Tuesday, October 9, 2012

October pics
















No more jerkygirls for me :(

I don't know how to well explain everything that transpired with jerkygirls..at the last shoot.
Well that's not true. I do.. but since I'm not writing a tell-all book anytime soon.. I'll leave the dirty details out. I had written at least 2 drafts of all the dirty details.. but didn't feel right posting. While I'm very disappointed with some of the things that transpired I don't feel that divulging (what I felt to b)e inappropriate personal behaviors of the people that disappointed me appropriate at this time.

Suffice it to say. I felt short-changed during our last filming session, disrespected, manipulated and way underpaid. Gratitude for all I did was displayed.. but I was put in positions I had no business being placed in. I've only ever been talent.. so was unprepared to take on several other last minute roles. Being the good old reliable Carrie that I am.. I stepped up, provided male talent, location for shoot and took on several other roles that night when gaps were left. I took the whole night off of my main job to do this for them.. and even offered them a free place to stay at my home instead of paying for a hotel as I know budgets are tight these days.

The next morning I was paid for the scenes I did the night before but nothing else. Not only that.. but he had the nerve to ask me for 10 bucks change on the rate for the scenes. Whereas I guess I expected him to pay for the location (as pre-arranged), referral fees for talent.. and something for my time as 'assistant director'.  I was stunned.. but overwhelmed by the emotions of the bullshit stuff that transpired the night before (that's a very long detailed story) and tired from the late night shenanigans. I guess Dave thought I'd do all that last minute stuff as support staff for free? why would I do that?

The shoot ended up being very late and poorly orchestrated so it was all very stressful. However.. we got some great scenes out of it for jerkygirls so he/they were happy.

One thing I will say was that after the shoot I invited 2 of the new guys we'd shot with and the 2 directors out to see me sing karaoke. We had a blast..up until the 2 directors after having had a wee bit too much to drink talked way to loudly about the porn they wanted to shoot next.. and scoping out talent amongst the barely 19 yr old college girls in the bar. This was only one of the idiotic events of the night. I mean.. even if they were amway reps.. trying now to recruit new reps/clients I would have been unhappy.. but I felt the predatorial nature of trying to find college girls in a bar who 'would have run out of student loans' disgusting.

It took me several hours to process what had transpired and my feelings about the whole thing.. so when I was emailed later that day with thanks for all the work I did.. and that he couldn't have done it without me.. I replied.. 'I was thinking the exact same thing' 'you couldn't have done it without me'.. and you showed your gratitude by not paying me for it.

It went from bad to worse as instead of an apology for putting me to work for things I hadn't signed up for an not being paid..  I got darvo'd.
see the meaning of that here

Here's an example of what I mean by that.. as there were several other issues of the nights events. I'll use the bar example.

His response..1) I should have known that after a porn shoot there would be talk about the shoot... and therefore taken them to another bar where I wouldn't be ashamed of the discussion.
(my response to that. The only 2 very loudly discussing it were the veterans.. the other 3 people who'd just been at a shoot 2 newbies and me.. were able to discuss other things that are normal in a bar like singing, and other interesting things in life. and 2.. I expected them to behave like adults.. not teenagers.)

2) Since I'm so 'out' about what I do.. how was he supposed to know he couldn't discuss it in public. The people he works with in Florida talk about the shoots they've done quite openly in a bar.
(I don't care what happens in florida.. I found the same thing in LA but only at Pornstar karaoke.. we did not openly discuss in any other bars not designated for porn people)

3) when I said.. what if a girl complained to the manager about being solicited to do a porn
his response: It's not illegal.

I mean this kind of response.. to my discomfort about the situation only aggravated me more. It was here during this conversation.. that I was furthered angered and hung up on him.
When I later emailed to explain that despite ignoring my discomfort (very disrespectful to a host).. it is in fact technically illegal. (soliciting for sex for money which may or may not be illegal.. is close enough to pimping.. it may be a grey area but we ended up going way off topic really).

Whether or not it's illegal is not the point. He's very naive when it comes to this stuff and has consulted me about what is and isn't legal regarding this but I guess it just didn't make it through on prior conversations.

Oh! and a further response to this discussion had him calling me a hypocrite because I claim to be proud of what I do. He's proud of the product he makes. I get that.. so am I.. but there's a time and a place to be 'proud of what you do'. I mean I doubt he would feel it's okay to be out with his wife and daughter and solicit a waitress while out for dinner with them.. or a store clerk while out shopping. But somehow it's okay with me?
 
I'm open.. yes.. I'm open to my family and friends.. but I also respect the fact that they don't want to necessarily hear the dirty details of what I do. Some of my friends certainly do.. but I would never disrespect my family members level of comfort by detailing my adventures anymore than I'd want to hear about their intimate sexual adventures in their personal lives.

Of course these retorts only came to me long after our conversations had ended. He was so defensive that I also became defensive and it spiraled way out of a polite discourse. I had also wanted to quiz him (after the fact) if he was so proud of his product was he going to recruit his young daughter to be a jerkygirl when she turned 19. I'm quite sure the answer would have been no.

The point was over several issues during the night I felt completely disrespected. Not the same way I had ever been previously treated. In fact completely the opposite. It's not something that at this point can be apologized for.. I have seen what I view now as lust/greed and immaturity beyond measure and it saddens me that I had to see his true colors.. cause I sure hadn't seen them before.

What I learned from this? I will from now on listen to my own guidance system instead of listening to others who want to 'direct me'. I will not be shooting for my mistress site anymore either as I had found it to be more hard work and stress than fun.. It was certainly fun getting all the dominatrix clothing.. but the shoots themselves are too much work for me for very little compensation.

People often ask me why I don't shoot porn anymore.. why? It's not the last bit lucrative. People think we make so much money for a shoot.. we don't. I make way more money escorting than porn ever did for me. It's only gotten worse in the last few years as so much pirating of porn has happened. This just made it even less likely for me to want to shoot for some time to come. Jerkygirls had always been good to me and enjoyable work prior to this. Can't go back to that now.

I think perhaps this major loss of income for producers has brought out more greed, lust and manipulative tendencies than ever were before.. or maybe I was just to 'rose-colored' glasses to see the reality.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Breast size/Bra size

I've gotten into this discussion before with both men and women.. most people have absolutely no clue how to buy a bra or measure for one.. and even bra-sizing specialists often disagree. From one country to another it differs (same as shoe sizes and dress sizes) so that doesn't help much.. but whomever came up with this system was very shortsighted in my opinion.. but then my ideal would be to measure by volume which isn't really practical.

I was guilty of wearing the wrong bra size for several years before a colleague (Daisy) who was more well endowed than me. Some of you were lucky enough to have some big tit duos with us about 2001-2003 before she retired. She has now also subsequently had a breast reduction as far as I know. I was wearing a 38DD bra and was actually a 38E(DDD) so I was overflowing in my cup.. I'm now a 38F or 38G as I've gained some weight since then and thankfully in my bust mostly! I often joke that my tits are like plants.. the more attention they get at are spoken to the more they grow.

Anyway.. I recently bought some bras at Marianne's on sale for $10 bucks! Some brands I was a 40G and others I was 38F or even an H. So even in the 'higher end' bras they differ in fit. It can be very frustrating to someone who dislikes shopping. Thankfully I am not one of those people :) To me.. it's a treasure hunt. Somedays you come home empty handed while others you try on 40 outfits and get 3 great ones. You definitely have to be in the mood. So back to boob sizing.

Long time readers may recall when I put my bra on my head to reveal that as many people had said.. my tits are as big as my head. I was shocked to discover this as well.. especially considering I have a pretty big hat size :) Someone yesterday compared me to Chloe Chevrier and Linsey Dawn McKenzie saying that they were much bigger in the tit dept than myself. Well they are both tiny women.. so I tried to explain that we are actually about the same size.. but because I have a massive frame compared to both of them mine appear smaller. There's no way to prove this of course as both of these ladies do not live next door and I can't get them to take a picture of me with them.. but I have lived with my body for 48 years and have been astonished when people have done similar experiments with my tits and size comparison because I myself don't realize how massive they are til I put them in perspective.

 The bra on my head example notwithstanding.. a friend one day about 10 years ago bet me that one of my tits wouldn't fit in his biggest wine glass.. I bet him it would and was shocked to see that not only would it not fit.. it wouldn't even remotely fit. He was a true breast man as well as a chef.. so he had a better idea of liquid measurement than I did. But I guess the bra on my head is a better example.. because you could feasibly wear my bra as a baseball cap if you were able to stitch it together properly..lol

Anyway.. bra size making so sense. I can wear a 42DD bra and have it fit me the same as a 34K bra is what I was explaining to the gentleman in question who brought this up. How? I take 4-6 inches away from the 42DD bra to make it fit me (I have often done this) and I would have to add bra extenders of 4-6 inches for the 34K bra. More confused?

The best way for you to see what I mean is to go to a bra store that carries specialty sizes and look at them. You will likely be even more confused as to why that is.. but take my word for it.. after years and years of bra shopping I can now buy a bra or bikini by looking at the cup size and if I really want it and it's on sale.. I will alter the back of it. I did that today as a matter of fact with a bikini. This might make it a bit clearer.. but it not.. don't ask me..lol. Just give up. Most women do and keep wearing the wrong size bra. chart

 

Friday, August 17, 2012

Finally in Toronto!

I have arrived. I'm at DVP/401 area.. please text me to book a appt. 613*762*4551. Touring rates are $200 for 1/2 hr ad $300/hr. (2 hrs $550) No duos available this trip. Couples are $400/hr. I'm available limited hrs as I'm also seeing family and friends this trip so book now! I'll be here til wed am.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Toronto tour.. late July

I will be posting my dates and part of the city closer to the time.. but I won't really book until a week before. Just keep an eye out both here and on backpage for my dates.. should be at least 5 days worth.. I have so many friends and family to visit as well which is why I'll be there a few days. note: I have a rotten cold as of mid July so I'm pushing my trip to late July. I'll keep you posted.

Carrie Interviews again for sexlifecanada.ca

Another Interview for sexlifecanada..

Monday, June 25, 2012

Holy Crap! Fantastic squirting duo!

Holy crap! Sorry to the previous duo clients I've had with Isabelle.. but today's duo was the best so far!
Obviously I wanted to try making Isabelle squirt and I'd been watching how it's done a bit more.. and today I wanted to try it but really didn't think I'd got the hang of it.. plus I tire quite a bit faster than the average man so I wasn't sure I'd be able to keep up the stamina necessary she likes.. well I was wrong. I am so stoked! I got her to squirt twice!




First of all our client today was so cute and so nice and extremely eager to have a threesome for his first time never mind with two older women which he fantasizes about.. so he was thoroughly tickled to know he was getting to be with a hot cougar never mind two.

As much as you may think hot ladies are confident enough and don't need flattery.. they sure as hell do.. so his excitement had me in a happy mood and looking very much forward to seeing him. Plus it had been a little while since we had had a duo and I really enjoy them with Isabelle.

We had been in Sudbury really only one day and we were both exhausted so really relaxed most of the day yesterday. A.. our client was hoping to see us Sunday evening but I assured him Monday morning would be better... and I wasn't the least bit wrong.. hey.. I rarely am.. wink wink :)

She wore my favorite red and black satin outfit. I wore my favorite cougar print one piece.. but frankly we were both naked as was he by 5 min in or less. He lay on the bed watching us make out and played with himself.. but he was so cute I couldn't focus on Isabelle and we joined him fairly rapidly..
Isabelle and I took turns sucking his cock.. and I love watching her while I talk about what a good cocksucker she is and how sexy she is.. while we alternated having her suck my tits and him.. and my sucking his cock and her tits.. etc etc.. you get the picture I'm sure.

I told him if he was good at it.. he could make her squirt and that I wanted to try it as well.. but he should do it first. He did.. and she did! I had the forethought to profide a towel :) So I finally got to see it! woot woot!

I got out her toy and fucked her pussy with her vibrator for a bit but she wanted me to make her squirt.. so I started.. and then realized I wasn't going hard enough because I had my ring on.. so I took it off and gave it all my gusto.. and inserted first a 3rd finger and then my pinkie as well.. and yippee.. she squirted! I was tickled pink!

He had voiced before our appt that he'd really wanted to see me fuck her with a strapon.. so this is when I donned my strapon and got behind her. I fucked her hard man..and she fucking loved it.. hey.. I've been getting quite a bit of practice with that lately haven't I?

Then.. A fucked her with his real cock also from behind for a while.. while I was in front with her sucking my tits. Then I wanted him to fuck me.. which he did missionary on the edge of the bed with my legs up in the air :)

He said.. he wanted to jerk off and cum for us.. so he got on the bed to jerk over my tits and then decided to lay down instead.. asking each of us to get on either side of the bed. Then Isabelle suggested she fuck my tits.. like she did once before.. and got on the other side of me to mount my tits.. but then she lifted herself up and he asked me to get her to squirt again.. so picture this.. she's squatting over my tits and I've got 3 fingers in her snatch and she fucking squirts all over my tits! It was fantastic and I was so happy! What a view! Fuck.. I wish she would do porn..

Now.. he went back to his original position and I told him to cum right on my tits all over where Isabelle has just covered me.. and of course he did :) Badda boom badda bing. Hot Damn that was fantastic..

Monday, June 18, 2012

Earthships

This has become a passion of mine over the past couple years.. but I hadn't realized he had a seminar online. I watched the Garbage Warrior documentary a couple years ago and have wanted to build an earthship ever since. If you haven't watched Garbage Warrior.. view it here And his seminar is here (part I) and here (part II) His website Earthship is continuously updated.. enjoy. Oh.. and here's a recent pic of me out a carrie-oke :)

 

and one from yesterday after being out in the sunshine
























and one from the day before in a blue one :)



seeing a client in my catsuit.. meow!

And an outfit I made for myself.. soon to be seen in a new video clip I'm sure.



Friday, June 1, 2012

BDSM shoots have started :)

So I've done about 6 scenes or more in the last few days.. whew! It's been intense to say the least. While I've done some domination sessions in my escorting career I haven't done a heck of a lot of in on screen. I have been selling worn items of clothing on my abibids.com store and with the earnings I have purchased quite a bit of sexy domme clothing. You will see some new outfits on the new site. Don't worry.. I will let you know of course when the site is ready. Right now it's just a matter of getting some content together to start it up. Should be in a few short weeks. So.. I've done several strap-on scenes (one with a female where I did a double penetration on her.. both her first time receiving and mine giving) It was fun. Most of my readers know how the idea of having a cock (being licked and sucked during Daty simulated) and wearing a strap-on fucking but yesterday I had the pleasure of wearing two cocks! woot woot!! I of course did a lot of spanking, whipping and smacking.. and I really enjoyed my several sessions of boot and shoe licking. I think we all have a kinky side and while I thoroughly enjoy being fucked as you all know and I'm quite the voyeur this was a great foray into exploring my dominant side. I'm getting better at it with each scene.. but then again.. I'll let you be the judge when the scenes are up :)

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Isabelle is hot!

Today I had my fourth duo with Isabelle. She's been working with me now for 4 weeks almost.. and it's been great. Having your close friend work with you is fun enough.. doing duos. Well that's the cats meow.. rawrrrr.. I don't think I can accurately detail these last few sessions the way I did the first one but I'll try. Here's some hot scenarios we've recently tried out.. on a whim during our 3rd duo I got my strap-on and took it to her. She'd never had this done and thoroughly enjoyed it. I fucked her from behind and the fellow underneath her watched me fuck her doggie in the mirror while my tits bounced back and forth. I do like fucking a girl doggie style but rarely get the opportunity. I often dryhump my friends for a few seconds when they let me..lol. Yup.. I have a butt fetish. Today..I did that again.. but here's a new one. Isabelle rode my tits! That was her idea.. never ever done that before. I have had many a cock ride my tits for sure.. but never a pussy. She rode each one separately.. and then told me she was going to lick her cum off my tits afterward. But she ended up riding my face before she could do that so I told her when she was done to lick her cum off my chin, tits and my cock (because she had ridden it too of course). Another new thing for me was when she rode my cock I propped her up on my upper thighs a bit and bounced her off of it like I love having guys do to me. It was fantastic for us both.. but frankly since I've never used my thighs/hips that way before I had to take many breaks to rev myself up again. Hmmm.. I do need to work those hip and thigh muscles. That was fun! We took out Isabelle's rabbit and I fucked her with that as well while she sucked on our friend's cock. I made her cum a few times.. and then of course I had to take out my Hitachi and get myself off while our friend and she sucked each on one of my tits. Today's threesome ended with client fucking Isabelle doggy style while I was underneath her licking her pussy. Super fun! There was a lot more happening of course but those are the highlights.. all new stuff for me.. Can you believe that I've been in the biz now about 24 years and I still experience new things? Mind blowing :)

Sunday, May 27, 2012

BDSM shoots

Anyone interested in being in a BDSM video for a new clips store I'm building please connect with me. You are able to wear a mask in these videos as part of your costume. You must be interested in spanking/slapping at the minimum and trampling, strap-on at the maximum. I am not interested in providing any time of blood/piercing play or other such extremes. Please connect with me by email at carrie_moon2000@yahoo.ca and be local to Ottawa :) thanks for your interest. The first shoot is taking place Wednesday May 30/2012 at my place. The 'husband' from cuckold husband of a slut wife site will be doing the filming. No-one else will be on set but the 3 of us (including YOU!) We may also be able to accomodate you on the Tuesday evening prior or the Thursday as well. cheers, Carrie.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

I'm 48!

Bought a new bathing suit.. and got a red bikini as a Bday gift from my friend Randy..painted my nails red and am working hard on my tan :) Happy Birthday to me!

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Reality tv show with Spenny

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